It's hard to say

Your motioncity ?

2007-02-07T09:03:00.000-08:00

Tell me that you're alright

Okay hello, i am sooo busy these days. oohhhkk.

if a monkey grabs u dont grab the monkey
if u loose a friend make a new one they aint comin back
if yer goldfish is just sleepin it isnt goldfish dont sleep
if the ground is shaking dont assume its an earth quake it might be some fat guy
if u like cracking yer knuckles then stop now u might loose a finger

:)

GOODBYE

Everytime we meet

2007-01-26T05:05:00.000-08:00

9 Things i Hate about people. ( pretty random )
HAH i found this, I THINK ITS DAMN FUNNY.

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their ass!

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid £6 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it.

8. When people say "life is short". What the fuck? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever fucking does!! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks: "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumass?

Runaway from my heart please?

2007-01-18T00:44:00.000-08:00

Marry me
Stay the same
Lie to me and try to say you never will

Erm hello, blogger hates people it seems, okay uh i'm having pain! My stomach hurts now. School's been great. Lessons finaly resummed. I'm down w flu, cough and a sore throat. Pray i recover fast, Alright bye.

X

Babe - a - licious

2007-01-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

I shouldnt say this but its not getting off my mind

Hi Hey Hello

Oh man, this week's kinda tiring. I just had the best sleep last night, i dont know why i was so f tired that i just knocked out for like 11 hours? Oh man i'm down w flu/cold. So yeah kinda annoyed w it. I swear - is hot. Sooopa fucking spicy hot. I think he is contagious? Oh well.

My feet hurts and i wanna say thanks to the heels on Thurs. It's been raining like elephants since yesterday, ah god's blessing. Tsunami warning for Japan/Russia. Let's all pray noth big happens.

X is hot
XX nice body...

Lovelove

2007-01-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

Oh oh oh look at what we're tryna become

Why hello there, lessons has resumed. It's just murder. Oh well, teachers are not too bad. So yeah i need to get freakin heels for thursday. Die die tmr i have to get it. Tiff alr got hers so uh, i'll think i'll get some simple type of heels from C&K instead of gg all the way to OG for that. So after i get the heels, i'm done. Oh kindaf. So anyhow, Math is like -head banging- Sometimes, i can get the answer and sometimes not. I dont understand. Ah whatever. I know a lot of people cant wait to see me in skirt. Seriously i myself cant wait to see myself in one. HAH, this might influence me to wear skirts in future. Oh well we'll see we'll see.

I want school to die. DIE DIE DIE. prolly cos i'm lazy.
K bye.

Life like THAT

2007-01-03T23:32:00.000-08:00

Hello?

I'm too cool for school. ( school's fine ) It might be getting better or worse. I still cant believe i'm in Sec 4. There's a coupla things i wana do. Oh man.

Random points.
- Griselda thinks she is Elle? ( from deathnote the white one )
- I hate the canteen table that we're assigned to
- The fucking locker letter is taking ?? years
- I dont know why our sch is being nice, or evil

I AM BLUR. official blur block.

K bye.

2007 madness

2007-01-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

I wanna runaway w you baby

Em Hi, i'm back. I'm kinda feeling H.I.G.H right now. Ive got no explanation. hahah, i cant wait till school re-opens. Oh tmr i'm gonna see - yes! ( !!) so my stomach hurts right now. Everybody say "poor thing" Okay. I feel like taking a shower. Ok maybe i will. Soon luh.

note to self : Be prepared to be stressed again. Good luck.

2007-01-01T00:01:00.000-08:00

I feel you creeping I can see you from my shadow

Wooohoo? It's 2007 baby. Well 2 more days till school! To be happy or sad?I kinda am looking foward to it cos i miss a few sexy people like eh, eh and eh. Hah! I've not seen eh for extremely long. SO anyway, I decided NOT to delete this blog cos i realize that my LJ is more for like " A little More Personal" kinda thoughts SO that means only SOME has access to it. But however, you can ask for it.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!
1. 4 Points for Nlevels
2. Stop lazing around
3. Be more alert
4. LOOSE WEIGHT
5. Stop being evil ( well i'l try! )
6. Make my parents proud
7. Save money
8. Have a good life
9. Not to eat at the club that often
10. Be happy in everything i do.

Well, there is more but haha, this shall be the most impt one. I dont care, by hook or by crook, i'll get 4 points for Nlevels. So people be prepared to see the "nerdy" jasveer ( oh no! ) ( oh yes!) I'll study at the country club and see - as well. Simran please accompany me. Hah. Alright seeya.

I miss - :D

JAS KILLS X

She will be loved

2006-12-31T05:53:00.000-08:00

Tap on my window knock on my door

Mr froggy says Happy 2007

Hi. Omigod, 2hours till the new year. I really dont want 2006 to end la. I love 2006. I think it's the best yr i've had. Yknow it went smoothly and the month dec was just the best month in this whole yr. ( maybe cos of Levi ) nah but seriously, ive made a bunch of new friends. Oh thank you friends for making 20 oh 6 a good yr for me. I'll miss the times i had with you but also not forgetting that i'm still here..

( i wonder how Mr hotty is doing ) thinking babe. :D He's working NOT.
Seeing him tmr? MAYBE but defo on tues. Gym prolly. Hah! oh goddd.

HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE in advanced.

I'll seeyou guys reall soon. hahasee you next yr.

i miss - :D

For you I will

2006-12-30T23:56:00.000-08:00

Let's play a game

Hey hoes, Thanks everyone for being there when i needed yah. I love everyone and my friends rocks my smelly socks. Without them i'll be a lost sheep.

Oh hi, hmm I've been updating in my LJ if i feel like it i might put the add here. HERE. but however dont be afraid to ask for it and that also depends if i wanna give it. It the freaking last day of the 2006 yr. How i wish it wouldnt end. I kinda like this year. Oh babe, it's gonna end w some fantastic memories. Esp these few days. Ya Levi is so funny. i can just laugh at him the whole day.

Alright, I really enjoyed myself in 2006. May 2007 be a good year as well. God bless.
k blog later.

Love and peace.

2006-12-26T22:15:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna punch yo' lights out

Happy Boxing day. Even animals celebrate it?
Hah, amazing. The rain is a spoiler. >:(

K goodbye

I Hate you

2006-12-25T12:43:00.000-08:00

I hate everything abt you

Hey Blogger Look the monkey hates you too.

Hmmmm, i am thinking of deleting this. Yeah i really hate this shit. Oh dontworry I have a LJ account. Hmmmm? People, any Opinions? I'll consider.

Hey Blogger you might have up till dec 31 to live. So enjoy your last moments okay. OKAY!

I just hate blogger luh.

Merry Xmas.

2006-12-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

I met my love before i was born

Merry Fucking Xmas Everyone

Had a party over at my place today. So cousins cam over. I'm feeling high now. I drank wine and some chardonay. I'm having a fcking headache now. Oh god. Hmmm what else? Nothing.

K blogger is fcking screwed. I hate this fucking fuck shit.

Bye.

2006-12-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

I just cant turn away

I was bored

Hi fans, I'm back

It's raining! I love the rainy weather! I like the cold feeling thats why. But it can be sucha a bitch sometimes cos it kinda spoil plans. Hmm other than that its cool to me. Okay i got a new pair of sport shoes. Its nice. My dad is so funny la. Oh just t let you all know, i might delete this blog. its a MIGHT. Today was good. I saw my LEVI. he's damn funny. I cant stand it. Oh Latrelle. Simran and I had a good laugh. I'm so attached to the club right now. It has amazing people in it. Levi ( especially ) he imitated this ring tone, its damn funny. oh levi levi, you make me laugh.

& Fare theeee well to ridwan. :(
Goodbye. I've lost my inspiration in blogger.

2006-12-16T08:04:00.000-08:00

Running away you can pretend

Rachael was missing.

Hi fans

Im currently obsessed w the color red. Hah, my nails are red now.
So yeah, Ive been sneezing and it sucks.

I'm coming down w a fucking cold. Okay, i dont know what to say.

Today was boring, watched tv the whole day? yeap that pretty
much sucked. Ermm, I got many things in mind now.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to SIM.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to GRIS.

Goodbye world.

Shake That Ass - Eminem.

2006-12-13T09:10:00.000-08:00

I missed the kisses you never gave away

Xmas Cards, do be in suspense.

Aloha lovers.

Mom and dad were back pretty early on tues.
Boy they were tired. I got my Paris Hilton Perfume
which i requested. Mom said that S.Africa is not safe
There were 3 attempts for stealing people's stuff.

Her stories were interesting and also a lil shocking.
Some pictures are nice. I'll put it up sooner or later.

Headed to the gym after that home. Didnt do much.

I need clothes for Saturday. Tsk, mom please take me shopping.

I like Capaccino.

My fav quote/phrase ( for the moment ) :

There goes the sun, oceans away
And leaves the day for someone else

i know its nice. Thanks.

Goodbye Babe.

2006-12-11T05:59:00.000-08:00

I'm almost alive and I need you to try and save me

Sexyy Love (:

And today was a day just like any other

Headed for the gym today. Managed to burn some cal w simran.
Before that we sat in the lobby so i could let sim take a test(Idiots test)
She failed it so she is not an idiot. Alright, levi popped out of the office.

After gym headed back to the poolside deli. he was there again, shit.
So went inside and then came outside. my attempt on calling my mom
failed and when i was ordering it was successful. So he took our orders (like yay)

He kept on looking at the ice cream. Nutcase. Ah whatever lah.

You make me smile widely hunn..

Haha, so my parents are on the way back from Cape Town, :)
So fast 10days just zooomed by, and i shant goto the airport
lazy to get up at 5.30 in the morning thats why.

ahhh, LEVI :D latrelle's funny laaaaaaaaaaaa. HAHAH

i need caffeine in my blood stream ( its true)

Goodbye babe

2006-12-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hey baby I see you looking over here

(No picture for today)

This is the key that makes us wind up

Hey ho,

Today was kinda boring at first. Met matilda, chris and simran.
Chilled etc, played pool and headed to town(seriously wasted time)

Came back to the club and saw LEVI. and latrelle's name was weird,
starts w C and ends w N. What could his name be? Oh Levi said ello

Fuck it. I think my nose skin is v dry. It looks like rubber. UGLY man.

I think i shall study at the club on monday. Gym as well. I cant wait till my
mommy comes back. She said she has a lot of stories to share and shooppppingg

I gotta start on my "wants list" and yes, it's gonna be long(maybe not?)

Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name

Hey baby, come on show me what you got.

Levi is hot. :D

2006-12-08T05:47:00.000-08:00

Every word i say i mean it

(: He's awesome.

I saw Levi yesterday. Haha, he just popped out of the office.
And i was like SIMMRANNNN!! (i made it so ov) TSK.
Yesterday when Chris, Simran and I were talking, Latrelle just
popped out of the toilet. I couldnt control my laughter. It was so
funny. Jeeez, we ate at the club. Sambal seafood fried rice. Yumm :)

Today met char wu after a century(yknow im kidding) so yeah,had lunch
and headed to Vivo city. Bought Xmas Cards so yeah, headed to cheeena town
to collect something and there we cabbed to SGCC and stayed a while
and spotted Kenneth,Latrelle(simran, i do NOT like him) and A few other people but NO LEVI, D:

Tomorrow SGCC again and LEVI will be there! I'll be meeting matilda, sim
and Chris(maybe) hmmmmph. I miss sticky rice. HAHA

Riddle me a riddle.
What city has no people?
(ans in the next post)

Goodbye babe

2006-12-06T05:10:00.000-08:00

Is it worth it let me work it

Stick wit you

APRIL GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very!sexy.Affectionate & Secretive.Naturally honest,generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox!Loves totalk alot! Loves to get their way! .Unbelievablekisser! Easily angered. Very stubbornin themostway possible! Loves to get noticed!Willing totakerisks for others. Makes good choices.Has agreatfashion sense! Maybe a little toopopular withothers * wink wink*. Outgoing andcrazy attimes!Intelligent. Can sometimes be aheartbreaker!Canlove as much as possible! Hatesinsults. Lovescompliments! Just one of the clumsiestpeopleyouwill ever meet. A very big flirt!Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. Thebest inbedout of MFE these months!! Hardly showsemotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.Observantand assesses others

Uhh huh - Every fuck bit is true.

TTFN

2006-12-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

Press your lips against the sculptures

Manny! :)

Let me tell you something jojo, i love SGCC like fuck.
Okay. GV gold class rocks.

It just gets funnier each time i think abt it. Happy Feet!
Fucking comfy chairs and the movie was fucking awesome.
Hmph, i wanna shop. I gotta start my 'wants list' and yea
my mom's coming back next weeek and will be getting Things.

Fuck, i miss many people now. Michelle, my parents, my cousins,
friends. Michelle's coming back this sat! I'll be waiting.

I miss mynut(mynat?or alex?)which is his name?He's fucking
funny. ohhh kenneth told us(+Sim) a secret. You guys gotta wait till next yr.
i love SGCC(serangoon gardens country club if you dont know)

I feel rich now. Cos i got $$$$,cant wait for sunday! :)
Life just gets exciting each day. and boring as well.

Where the fuck is matilda now?I miss her!

XoxO

Goodbye babe.

2006-12-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

My addiction.

2006-12-04T07:30:00.000-08:00

Put a lil love in the wine

Everyday is another boring day.

:] :[ :] :[

2006-12-04T05:07:00.000-08:00

Shadows blends on this time and your picture speaks on this time

I did this picture, The effect of cos, and i love it.

Alright i miss my mom and dad now. Theyre in S.Africa and i?here. tsk
Amazing race went well, i love SGCC! I'm waiting for mom's call. Tsk
over in s.africa its only 3.20! and it's 9.20pm now. 6 hours behind Sing's time.

Today went over to the gym and yea, i feel like muscles forming. HAHAH
I miss alex(yes simran i miss him. COS HE MAKES ME LAUGH!) i love his
french Xcent. Haha, Levi is so hot(simran accept it)

Hmmmm, what else?Oh i'm feeling so weak now. Sheeeesshh! Slept in the
evening and yeah just woke up. I swear my comp's a lil annoying now.

I miss my mom! 9more days.
I miss michellee tooo. :(
I miss everyone la. :(

&i swear lalala is annoying. FUCKEROOO.

Goodbye.

2006-12-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

"Just so you know this feeling is taking control of me"

I witnessed the sun setting while at sea.
I am lucky, i just didnt realise it.

Well, i know how it feels like when a loved when leaves you for even two yrs!
I was consoling my cousins and but i couldnt succeed. Theyre gg australia for
2years! Hey i wanna go! The years will pass by v fast. Yes it will.

The day is finally here, the amazing race is tomorrow.
Wish us gd luck, and i bought my havs, like finally.

I'm so fucking tired right now, oh my ipod jammed today and
it's working now. goofball. whatever.

Another day out tomorrrow, i'm starting to realise many things,
tooo little tooo late, (figure it out yourself,[not a song btw] )

Anyways, i better sleep and no shan wee for today :[
I need my sleeeep, tomorrow's a brand new day and its gonna
be a tiring one. :]

I etah you. -yes hate, fucking piece of shit

Goodbye babe

2006-11-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

"I cant have another you by tomorrow"

Love can quench the thirst of a lonely heart,
But it can never replace a lost sister, a friend,
A mentor, a jealous one, or a lover its self
( i totally agree w this)

I feel like watching Happy Feet again
I wanna shop
I wanna sleeep
I wanna clean my room
I wanna travel
I want to go Australia
I want a new phone
I want the red ipod nano

Pretty Random :) Amazing race is in 2days.

Goodbye babe

2006-11-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

"I dont know how to be found"

Happy feeet was goood. A movie worth watching
Idk why mich and sim thgt they wasted $$ on this
I'm on the polar opp of that. Too bad i love the show.
It's so catchy. Tsk. I'm so tired, simran and me walked
home from serangoon station, just felt like it so we did.
Luckily it didnt rain that heavily, we were at sentosa today.
Hey now,4more days till saturday(amazing race)i cant wait,
it'll be fun w the fourio,yay! &icant wait for tomorrow:)

Goodbye babe.

2006-11-25T04:46:00.000-08:00

"I already know the game and I've been through it"

boy they're effin' hot! yes they are.

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Baby, its for you. :}

2006-11-22T05:45:00.000-08:00

"He bit my lip, and drank my warmth"

Some sculpture thingy i found, it's a.m.a.z.i.n.g

Yeah Hi, my horoscopes are freakishy coming true.
Yesterday's one was like woah, the fella appeared
Okay not gonna say anything about it. K, life's been good
and i wanna meet Justin and Diddy, I love theyre music
Better start the studying soon, i've been puking and losing
my apetite since last night, is that good? I feel like dancing,
oh 10 days to the amazing race at sentosaa. Alrighto, coolio
and two more fishes died, goodbye fishys(seriously my family
is not the 'fish' type)tsktsktsk

Goodbye Babe,

2006-11-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

"Love don't mean changing who you are to be"

Amazing picture. I love love love it, anyways,
i sorta planned the whole room concept. It's
gonna be great! Although i was having a tough time
deciding on which color should my room be,simran
helped me!haha thanks sim!So now the color's like settled
The feng shui's left and after that, the room's ready to be worked
on! I cant wait! ooohh lalala,i cant wait!

Michelle's off for camp tomorrow and back on thursday
so no michelle for like 2days?Ah well,my cramps seem better
and yea i better start going to the gym again! Oh my sister murdered
sushi and fish! Oh man, not even 3days! tsk tsk there are murderers
in my hse!but it's kinda funny tho!

Goodbye babe

2006-11-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

"Call on me whether day or night I'll never leave"

Cream of chicken is my new fav soup. It sooothes the
freaking cramps. Hah, i'm gonna do my cleaning of
room soon, just need the time(i have the time)soon soon

Goodbye babe.

2006-11-19T00:43:00.000-08:00

"Take my hand and watch the world go by."

oh wells, i have my period cramps now,it
hurts real badly.I wanna get the soothing pad
i heard it soothes the cramps and relieves it well
something like that,haha i kinda like having my period
cos i dont know it makes me feel so woman-like yknow
what the heck, everyone hates having it but i like having it
oh well, i standout from the crowd and yes i really do

Mom and I went to the OG and shopped, she got me my long
awaited guess wallet and she bought herself a guess bag and also
a pouch for me and herself,she was really in the money spending
mood. I bought greeeeeennn lalalala like finally. I wanted to go down
to Toa Payoh to get the phone but she was tired and i was having cramps
so maybe next week. I wanna get it soon! I really cant stand the shit
i'm having now. Seriously, It's just boring. B.O.R.I.N.G

Yknow the amazing race asia,i think its reallly nice. The indian guys are
freakishly hot,sahil and prashant!Theyre soo funny actually,what the heck
i like the one in the bandana more while my cuzzie loves the other. Hah
they make me laugh and also the gay indian,sahran?Love watching them.
I love MTV, thank god they invented sucha channel,how would i spend
my weekends then?It'll be boring. BORING. I feel like shopping again!
I feel MORE girly then before,yknow buying of handbags and all! I need to
go ikea soon cos i need to buy things! Alrighty babe.

Goodbye babe

2006-11-17T07:13:00.000-08:00

"You rebel to anything"

Sony ericson Cybershot k800i

See this phone here? It's mine to be.
I'ma gonna get it very soon. I love this phone.
It has everything i want actually. So yeah.

material girls was good,finally tiffy got her
blue havainnas now its my turn,hah i'm going for
the black strap w the red background. mommay better
get it! hello i need a pair of slippers? shopping tomorrow.
today was funny actually,was in a bad mood near cried
ah welll,i cant wait for the amazing race and the
re-construction of my rooom. PURPLE! woootsie.

I neeeed to get a lot of things tomorrrow. My dad seems
to be a plan-spoiler but heck,we're still going out tomorrow
without him,but my sister(annoying no.1)is gonna tagg along
if she cries or whines or do the "mommy i want the toy"
kinda face i swear i'll punch her, so annnoyying!she rush us
ima gonna slap her.Damnnn annoying!oh well, she got jacted today

Bye-babe.

2006-11-15T19:17:00.000-08:00

Word for today: brain fuck.
what does it mean?
1. To screw with someone's head, by using deceit, taunting, and name-calling.
2. To over-think or over-analyze something (which is usually quite simple).

Hahah i think it's kinda funny,
i shall put more words later.
Till then i gtg, IKEA'S waiting for me

2006-11-15T01:52:00.000-08:00

"Wind it up"

I'm so tired

i had a terible nightmare.
it felt so real
it was abt a ghost strangling me
and i could feel the grip on my neck
it took me a while to recover.

It feels good to lose weight.
i feel more lighter even tho i lost 1kg.

another step closer to my goal.

And yeah, I'm starting to hate punk rock.
i'm so sorry, it's just like this.
k maybe not hate but dislike
or maybe liking it a lil less?
idontknow.

2006-11-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

Tell me, what you thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I've been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain't no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you're sweepin' me off my feet

Channing tatum is loveeee.
Superhotlivingshit alive k?

2006-11-11T08:57:00.000-08:00

Your True Birth Month Is June

Fussy
Abiding
Friendly
Stubborn
Talkative
Sensitive
Executive
Hesitating
Easily hurt
Active mind
Easily bored
Daydreamer
Loves to joke
Tends to delay
Temperamental
Brand conscious
Loves to dress up
Having lots of ideas
Good debating skills
Funny and humorous
Thinks far with vision
Prone to getting colds
Polite and soft-spoken
Able to show character
Seldom show emotions
Knows how to make friends
Easily influenced by kindness
Takes time to recover when hurt
Choosy and always wants the best
Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends

What's" Your True Birth Month?

You are 87% Aries

How Aries Are You?

You've Changed 40% in 10 Years
Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it.
While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends.

You Are 52% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Act 13 despite being 15?
HAH!

k enough of blogging HAH
the rest another time k?
goodbye my lover.

2006-11-10T05:20:00.000-08:00

I can't wait to fall in love with you
You can't wait to fall in love with me
This just can't be summer love you'll see
This just can't be summer love , oh baby

uh huh, oh well
i'm sosososososososo tired right now
i still feel the tsunami waves. weird
Yesterday went cycling w cousins, hah
so damn fucking fun! i love them! i finally
beat him. K i'm too tired.

Goodbye world
lemme attend to my sore toes
thank-you floor mats.

2006-11-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

"The sun was barely coming up, my heart was all but slowing down. "

I'm back babe,

Never ever drink milo in the night
if you do, good luck.

I've concluded someth,
Sometimes we say the sweetest things
but do we mean them?
Someth to think about actually.

I cant wait for Thurs and Fri
God, why do give us tests on life?
Did you know how hard it?

Ah, you'll never understand,
baby i mean it.

K goodbye.

This is the countdown.
You see our time is running out.
I tried to stay about the waterline,
but never taking off the weights that keep us stuck here.
In the comfort and in the fear.
I'll never know what we were fighting for.
But I'm still looking to break out.

2006-11-06T00:01:00.000-08:00

"You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked"

I just felt like blogging, hahah

I had a very good sleep last night,and a good dream too
It felt so surreal.Man if only it was...B.I.N.G.O

Okay, i might be going VivoCity Later
and watch DOA

I didnt know about a few songs
which were in my comp for a long
time till now(how slow)

K goodbye

So are we playing for keeps?
These days begin and they don't end for weeks
Leave me left out of anything to do with you
Excuse me while I fall apart
Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car
Do you have to make this so hard?

[edit]

Mentos : my new obsession

2006-11-05T06:33:00.000-08:00

"So high in the frequencies, she's her chemical scream"

Hi blog, i've not updated in a while
K just a few words.

I saw LEVI today(big smiles)he looks hotter
in a white shirt btw. Hahah

&&i think leeeeeandpat are cute.
I wanna see baby! He's seriously MIA!

Okay done.

I promise to update anothe day k?
Goodbye.

cause it's their world outside
that just smells like fire
he wants to jump like insects
flying all around you
just give it up, you're lovesick
you're lovesick, now just quit it
quit it, over and over and over

I've er..

2006-11-02T05:58:00.000-08:00

"The way your body keeps moving is something that makes me weak"

Today was a good day,infact it was a great day
I've met up w michelle,elaine and simran for a
study session and all we could do was talk. look's like
we wernt fated to study today?uh what the heck
so yeah,we had a game of bowling.I won both rounds
hahah we are H.O.P.E.L.E.S.S in bowling. sorrry but it's
a fact.k we just play for fun! was having a freakishly
severe headache.man,i felt everyth was just bouncing
ah nvm,panadol did the trick, so went home ard 4.30

Simran and I decided to meet again for a gym-ing
session which was good.I'm proud of us.Oh why oh why
must we laugh at people(esp them)K nevermind actually
i need clothes for e's confirmation and i've not got them yet,
sad case sad case. Momma is not free until the nov16!sad sad
but it's okay,cos she promised to take me shopping and vivo-city
after nov16 and i'm waiting for it. Oh the 4of us are deciding on gg
for an amazing race at sentosa on the 2nd dec organized by the club
mom's said okay and i'm waiting for the rest. haha, it's gonna be awesome.

K shopping tomorrow, i need clothes for sat! seriously, i think i'm
gonna be a shopping freak one day. hmm nvm,it's part of a girl's life well
a teenager for a matter of fact. freakshow, my legs are kinda aching now
oh but i'll have a nice sleep tonight. It's gonna be comfy.

K goodbye

Let's start our own little secrets
For just you and me to keep
Too late to come or shy now
You've already gone this far
So baby make your move, take charge
Show me what you got for me

2006-11-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

"Freedom you see, has got our hearts singing so joyfully"

Hey yo, finally today was the last day of CWO. I'm happy
of cos. After CWO today, i collected the RC and headed for
the canteen. Spotted Michelle sitting down stoning and Sinyee
buying books. After which Tiffany popped outta nowhere. So bought
the stuff and yea re-arranged it. Tiff had a problem paying cos she wrote
the cheque wrongly.

So we visited Sim/Cherie/Rach for a while and then we took off
Mich and I took 136 back. Was suppose to meet Mich and Elaine
but i didnt felt like so i slept the afternoon and woke around 4, was
suppose to go gym but i guess it was not the right day today.
Maybe friday or someth, oh that reminds me i still need to get a top
and skirt(yes skirt, I KNOW)for e's confirmation this sat. Way to go girl(me)

Hmm, nothing much really! I feel so damn tired right now.
I feel like a friken pig who just ate a lot of food

K goodbye

Lonely teardrops, my pillow nerver dries

2006-10-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

"Forget what we're told before we get too old "

Hi wasabi, okay i have to blog about today so i am here
Okay i had to wake up 7 in the friken morning to go to
school to pluck grass(i've got black fingers)so we were
cursing the plants and the creepy shit crawling around
So yeah, glad that we were released 15mins earlier so i
reached home around 12.15pm. I managed to soak my
hands in warm salted water to get the dirt from the nails out
and off i went to meet my cousins at serangoon mrt.

Then again I was late,so they waited for 5mins and haha
we were too late to meet the other cousin.It was funny.
I wanted to die at the very min,we walked walked like blur
fishes trying to find the ciniplex and after walking for solid 15
minutes we finally found it! k the ezone sucks, so little games and
half of them arent working(lame)the movie prestige was awesome
movie lasted a good solid 2hours and we walked around

I managed to but a top and a pair of boxers,i love shopping!
oh mommay,you need to get me friken formal clothes and
many others as well. School tomorrow again and yea hope
we dont pluck grass. K goodbye

2006-10-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

"You say hello, inside i'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind i'm sleeping next to you"

Hi i'm back okay this is gonna be a quick one.
Yesterday went over to my cousin's place
Had a family gathering and it was freakishly fun
So Kulu(cous's friend)can sketch damn well
Well i'm waiting for him to sketch my name
So it was damn fun and we talked

Oh my cousin arwinder told us a lame joke
it goes..
"Hi wanna hear a dirty joke?
Okay this guy was walking down the road
and he fell into the drain and became dirty."
Tell me that was sooooo lame,c'mon my family's
made up of lame-OHS. Seriously, you'll die laughing

Okay grandma came over today, i was entertaining
myself w a book i borrowed from the library. It's called
My 15 Minutes. Seriously, it's kinda funny. I learnt a new word
from the book. Its.. 'Retardo' which also means retarded person.

Back to school tomorrow for 4hours. I'm dedicating my time
to the school, better appreciate it. Hello?I'm cleaning the school
Uh, i'm not your maid?You can clean your own environment.

Okay enough, after the Nov16 mom's gonna re-arrange mua room
and paint it hmm maroon/purple(oh all the cousins have the same color!)
and yea get a new freaking bed and also drawers! okay the room's gonna
have a makeover and i'm looooking forward to it. Alright, I feel so restricted now.

Idk why, maybe cos the freaking law is taking too much action on minor
shit occuring ard s'pore.

Laters!

It's abt me&you

2006-10-26T08:35:00.000-07:00

"Things have changed you've become a complication
You can't make it through another day's humiliation"

Hey now, i'm back finally!
Seriously i had no time to blog,
well, either i was lazy or seriously there was no time.
hmmm, okay so like many things happened
and i'm not gonna go into detail.

On sat, i went over to my aunt's
for some family gathering and i recieved
moneh moneh, hahah abt 120 bucks
It was fun, cos i was laughing at the dog!

On sunday i went over to my grandma's
and moenh moneh! hahah recieved about 25?
we walked ard looking for a new phone and
after 2hours of walking+thinking we finally decided!
We've yet to get it! It'll be goooood

ohoh, i saw my beloved! YAY!
Oct 24 was the best day in the month! oh man,
it was damn funny and seriously i enjoyed myself
at the hype up concert! shall go for the next one!
I SUPPORT LOCAL MOOOSIK!

Alright so everyone moved on to sec 4
and yea no one's repeating sec 3! I got
promoted but i'm not satisfied w my marks.
overnight studying is gonna start soon!
i've got many things to do! oh wells, for now lemme enjoy.

School has officially ended and the hols are here
i've got cwo to do 9hours only! So that'll be done within
3days and of cos i've got to attend people's confirmation.

Oh i got a new hair do
byebye long fringe
hello china doll style
got a clue? i'll leave that to you

That's no superhero standing right in front of us
So take this pocket full of Kryptonite and beat it back to Metropolis
There's only room for one on this microphone
In my finest hour I'm still alone

2006-10-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

"I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me."

Didnt go school today. I felt like it was a waste of time.
So when mom came home, we went ikea.
I swear i love that place. So many things to buy.
I want that mirror and that painting!

Tomorrow will be a long day(well..sort offf)
I shall blog about it another day.

Lastly..
Happy birthday MOMMMY! :D

i feel like tearing, i really do
i feel happy when you smile.
If only i could make you proud everyday,
if only..

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

2006-10-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

"See the whisper of the wind has found your hair again
And though my heart said give me refuge in you dignity my dear"

Sup? I didnt have the mood to blog last few days
but hey i'm here now

School was alright. we got back some of our results! I passed english
and science but failed social studies(i just suck at it)and i am just waiting for
tomorrow to come as the other papers would be released! I fear that i wont be able to
go australia. I really wanna go and yeah my results will make the decision.

After sch, went to vivo city(a new shopping mall which just opened and its H-U-G-E
w a capital H) w the company of michelle, natasha and griselda oh and not
forgetting rachael(she came later) so we walked ard and yeah, we saw many things
to buy! did i mention that i LOVE the roof! There's a playground(still building)and its damn
fun! Another level up is this scenery thing where we walked in the water and people
were calling us "siao" like c'mon man you dont get to do this everytime right?
Called a few people and haha it was hell funny. After which rach came into the picture
and lalala walked ard and spotted a few(many) stuff to get.

Dear mommy, since i did kinda well for my exams,
please take me shopping at vivo city
pretty please w a huge cherry on top?

Okay, tomorrow another day
another worry and another smile

Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

2006-10-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

"How will you stand if you fall down and never try,
looking for someone you'll never be, never find."

Alright exams are officially over
and yea going out like crazy now
Here are the plans for now(subject to change)

Sat=go town
Sun=stay home and sleep
Mon=ice skating
Tues=cousins day out

Sorry huns, im booked for good.
My cousin was like wah, you too famous
aww thanks ah. She's super sweet!

Yesterday was awesome!
caught wtc and it was goood.i cried(i admit)
It was just too sad!
You see im an emotional person!
Okay,simran,elaine are asking me to wear a skirt.
like hello, wont i look weird?haha we'll see abt it.

i've got the mood to shop!really feel like throwing those greens
at people!it'll be fun shopping w those you love.
thank god for giving me friends like them!

Today went over to elaine's to watch movies
it was damn damn fun! played twister and other games
and ordered pizza from sparino!thanks to sim!

i cant wait to go out w my cousins! I miss them shitloads!
Ahh, today i talked to my cousin for 2hours straight
and it felt it was not enough! we need to catch up la.

24oct not too far away! 11more days and i need to shop
oh mommy's birthday is not too far away as well.
i'm thinking of getting like erm, handbag?dont know laaa
since ive got her gucci perfume i'm thinking of someth else!
oh well, i'll see abt it

Here's the trip
Yeah you think to much
I know the reasons why
Your so out of touch
And so it goes
It’s all you can take from me

You are a waste of time.

2006-10-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

"He's in love with tragedy
Thank you for loving me"

Finally! Today's the last day to study like mad!
Tomorrow is the last day for the exams!
Yea, freeeedoomm!

Thursday=fun
Friday=clean up room day
Sat=Fun
Sun=catch up on my sleep

Hmmm, others will be updated
okay i think livejournal is sex!

And geog is love!
Okay geog and math tomorrow
I'll update tomorrow or something
Quick and short=good enough!

She was a wreck

2006-10-09T02:38:00.000-07:00

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up"

Alright, stayed up the whole night studying bio and hist!I'm high on caffeine!
It's 5.35am now and i'm freaking hungary!I'm feeling like sleeping.

Okay short entry.

Conclusion: Studying in the night is very productive and its fun!

I think history is a fun subject
I think bio is very interesting
I think chem is easy
I think geog is amazing
I think social studies is boring

Overall i think studying is fun!

Good morning world!

2006-10-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

"Gather your thoughts for the second wave
Of this argument on this epic changing day"

First 24Oct is not so far away! Oh the 23Oct also!
Family Gathering is so gonna be fun! This is where my mom
comes in! She's going shopping with me!I didnt even
think that my mom would allow me to go for that,
she even called the SISTIC people and i got the tix
Thanks Mom!(i know you'll not read this) but still!

Alright, Exam stress! Argh! I've screwed my SS!
Math was easy! Chem was manage-able(if you studied, you'll ace it)
History and Bio on Mon and Geog and Math Paper 2 on Wed.
I'm gonna start on Bio first and i Must finish all notes by today!

Mich's so sweet!Haha!I've got the world's best pals!
Saying thank-you is just a small word.

Okay the haze is really bad! I'm getting flu! Shiatcase!
Headaches!Flu!Cough!What more?

I'm almost alive
I need you to try to save me

2006-10-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

"We'd fry our brains
And say it's so much fun out here"

I tell you, i hate the woman serving at the sistic counter.
We went there and she said "sold out"
Like hello?She didnt check the database! Doof!
When i checked online, they're still available! OMG! who's lying now?

Oh we treated Denise to cafe cartel!
She owes us waffle!Hah!

"you're england very good ah"
check your english please.

I'm all screwed for the exams!
& I hate you! Fuck off.

2006-09-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

"You're so unpredictable and I’m so typical
I kept tearing away at the skin"

Hey now, This is gonna be a quick one(i think)
but somehow it always end up a longer entry
When to school, usual things happened
Nicole didnt come today >:( but we met her compass

School was fun today! i enjoyed taking revenge on SPOON.
Haha, it's really funny. Oh Natasha and I gave Ching this card book
and it said "ching is afraid of lizards" and she said we were 'bo liao'
Haha, she's damn funny! I cant take it.

We went to compass next and yea, met nicole! :]
After which, we spent half and hour in popular deciding on
which notebook to get! What rubbish(ya i know) and linsin and co
popped out. So yeayea, we were having an illegal gathering hahah
Macs and the we saw umbrella gang. (THEY LIKE TO ATTRACT ATTENTION!)
and they said "no more umbrella and raincoat" and i said "umbrella broken"

Bunch of weenies, and i'm here studying Chem! My mom said
things which made me more keen on studying. Eg: "We will go on a shopping
spree after your exams" like hooray!

Oh i cant wait for the 24oct. PCST! :D
Hopefully danny&baby will be there! :}

oh c'mon get a freaking life,
child-like substance.
fuck shit hole.

2006-09-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

"Bring back the memories
This one's giving up on you"

Now hady won the SI and i owe griselda mentos, :/
well, the competition was swell. Yea, whoever won
was the better one. Okay yeah whatever

Where's danny&baby? i miss them

Yesterday was kinda funny, we were at the mosh
and danny hit me w this clapping thing and acted
noth happened. I should have scolded him ahah

EL paper is this friday!i'm feeling uneasy.
Okay, i want my baby! I miss him lah
He's one of the hottest thing ever. OMG!

ABC- anti bushman congress.
Haha! its so fun having such things,
dont worry my dear friend, you have me and the whole world.
you're not alone. Okay haha

Ive made a list of the things i wanna get
and omg, its longgg.

Ah, JT's new song is freaking booming
alright, i'm off to the books.

I miss baby&danny! :(

I'm still dreaming, missing you, yeah, it's our first together
You see I thought I'd found the love I'd have forever

2006-09-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

"Hey Friday what you gonna do now
When Monday comes around"

Seriously, I'm starting to like Mae all over again.
I feel like the music is made for me. (impossible)
Their music releases my stress. I love the lead guy's voice
oh and not forgetting tyson ritter. His voice is just omg.

Yesterday went off early to the skin centre.
Thank god no operation(not yet)
i've to go back on the 23november.
Yea, that's a lil far away

Okay today was okay. Noth really
Oh my class's skit went kinda smooth
hahah, jessica made us laugh a lot.
I laughed till i teared and i broke down
hahahaha! Enjoyed it much.

Damn, punjabi exam tomorrow.
We'll be surely copying. (like duh)
hahaha, EOY's coming! i'm starting to freak out -fits-
okay, i better go back to my studies.

Better start on my bio/chem/geog/math/hist/ss/eng
thats like everything?

conclusion=i've not started! [act shock]

Monday comes wondering where do you run to find a second start
Where do you go when you're broke and alone and Friday falls apart
All these questions are leaving her shaking
Can you be two girls in one
Can your heart bend this much without breaking
You know that you know and you can never have it both ways

2006-09-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

"Your honesty's
Like a back that hides a knife"

I just found out that mr donut is half australian. Ahhh, my dream boy.
Okay skip that. School was a real blank for me.
First half of the day i was just caught in a web of feelings
I really couldnt smile, think, whatever.

But yeah, i've cheered up anyway, school was cool
Rememdial was kinda fun. Everyone hates !#$%^&.
&&when i say everyone it really means everyone.

Alright, i feel like killing myself cos im not really studying.
I feel so stressed. Idk man. It sucks.

Uh..
My mind wanna say something but it'll tell me personally.

Hmm..
thats it i think.

Oh i cant wait for the 13oct&24Oct!
woohoo. Its like a month away and i need to go shopping.
Ohyeah, we need ta go to the zoo/safari someday man.

Bye..
Automatic, I imagine, I believe

2006-09-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

"Grieve, but not grieve together
Mourn with nothing to say"

Today went pretty smooth. The assembly was retarded
Haha, Fishballs. Laugh out loud, anyway after school was fun.
Well, we've already started planning what we're gonna do
after the exams. Tell me about it. Oh well, 10days till the eng
paper. I'm gonna read up on the model compostions and yea,
learn new words to substitute them w others. Yeah, that might work.

Well, my mind has always something to say.

Jas's mind: She's feeling very apprehensive about everything
She's always thinking of the negative, JAsveer please think positively
It will work out dont worry. And she needs to study&&dont always sleep.

I wonder how's mr. donut doing
Fine i hope.

Were we born to despair
Deeds done but not forgiven?

2006-09-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

"When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?"

Alright, i'm back. First of all i've gotta say that today was a cold day
I know i ought to be studying but there's are just too many distractions
ah whatever, i'll come straight to the point.

I will buck up.
I will.

Okay, so this is like my very first time(in the year)
i'm like putting ny effort in an english compo
and let me say, i like the intro.

I've gotta go back into my depressing state again.
Ah well.

Jas mind is here to say that jasveer has to buck up in her studies and yea, prove THEM wrong!
&&remember this.

a few weeks of solid work=freedom.

Uhhuh,
bye world.

2006-09-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

"Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun"

Hey now, i feel so tired today. Like the feeling of 'hey ive not slept for days'
ah, i'm tryna study. My dad was like i believe in you. I know you can prove
me wrong. And i'll be waiting for that moment. Ah, yeah

Conclusion: 1 month of studying=everything you want.

Hmmmm?Good enough? Yes very. Okay, Jasveer! Hit the books(you know what i am talking about right?) Oh yeah, this is not jasveer talking but it's her mind talking.

So yes. What are you suppose to do now? Hit the books.
&&prove them wrong.

Yeah, I'm gonna get so many things from my mother,
This will be a distraction if i keep thinking abt shopping.

Oh and yea, the black rose! hahah! :}

Byeworld.
Jas is off to her studies now.

With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

2006-09-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

"Dorms unload & your heading out,
Here is your moment to shine."

Let me entertain you.

entertained yet?

Yeah, okay sikhi exam was like "hey give me the answers, sure thing"
we were copying! how it rocked. Yea, the dumb arse teacher was blurr.

Alright, i'm alone at home. hahah.
Here this! today, i spent an hour in the kitchen cooking
chicken fried rice cheena style
and..
it came out pretty well, just that it was a lil spicy
i'm good eh? uhhh ok

I've watched the movie 'krrrish' on dvd today and it was awesome
esp when you have a home theatre system on. uhhh huh

EOY coming up and yea, australiaa time again!
oh i'm gonna migrate but will i miss s'pore? maybe.

bye world.

2006-09-15T07:17:00.001-07:00

"This ocean seperates our song"

Yeah, one word that describes my mood today;sleepy
So yeah, i couldnt even give a damn on anyth but my sleep
I rushed home just to sleep. So yea, i've slept for 4 whole
hours and of cos, ive not touched the books today. I'm just too
tired. And yea, there's punjabi school tomorrow and sikhi exam?
Ah whatever, wish me luck for the exam. I really want a long vaccation
Oh my, when is nov ever gonna come?

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Ive been waiting for this moment, all my life, oh lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord

2006-09-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

"Stab my back, it's better when i bleed for you"

Okay singapore idol in a while, i want the flower to be out
she can just go wilt and die support jonathan man he is said
to have the x-factor. okay whatever

i just felt like blogging (;
I'll blog later.

You finding things that you didnt know.

2006-09-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

"Your promises, they look like lies"

School yea, was alright. It went pretty smooth
I lost 2kg! I'm proud of myself. Oh yeah,
today we ran like hell, i just hate it.
I hate running. Damn tiring.
Shithole brought a damn trolley to school
I mean like why? It's so retarded.
In my view, they just wanna attract attention.
Damn shitt. Fuckers. Alrighto

I've already planned my study timetable
not on paper but in my head. I just realised
that i need a break. I need to unwind. I wanna
go melbourne and release the freak shit stress
Alright, enough of blabbering for today and yeah
to you: get a fucking life. things dont always go as you please
it's call fate my dear. Whatever, i'm out.

To: simran
"and i wont be afraid of taking this out
i know ill be safe and sound
cus you will be with me
fighting in all these rounds
and ill shout out so loud
"i know without a doubt that ill be standing there when you go down"
Cus all these things ive seen
well now ill try my best
and you will be with me to never second-guess
and we will show the world
just how we passed this test
and we will show the world we're better than this mess "

Why am i feeling down, when you're out messing around
and you're not worth begging for?

2006-09-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

"You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day"

School was just alright, it was kinda boring though
Simran was not in school so maybe that was the cost.
But I had Natasha to keep me company. We talked
about our lives. Oh she loves her perfect one and i
love my donut! Some people know who's donut.
Well, i'll keep it disclosed. I'm ought to be doing my
homework and studying but I'm just too lazy and caught
up with many distractions lately and the biggest one is donut.

Simran&I were planning on booking the whole study room at
the club so we will be the only ones there, It would somehow be
productive. Oh, raincoat gang sucks. And of cos, donut rocks.

I love donut, I'm afraid that i might bump into donut wherever i go
Seriously i dont want anything like that to happen, i'll just get nervous.

Oh i cant wait till the end of the exams, that means shopping! :D

Bye world.

your words are all planned.

2006-09-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

I blogged a few minutes ago and i feel like doing it again.

Oh, that I could scream
And the world would stop and listen
And these scars could speak in volumes
But who has ears to hear
Or eyes to see
Again I scream
But my voice is buried in an unearthly silence
Like in nightmares when ghosts steal your breath.
I pray that power be not in my words
But in truth that supercedes the mind of man
And our dead hope, and our blind faith in means that look to justify the ends.
I feel a presence in the room
I feel cold fingers close around my neck.
With out you I am lost.
Let mine eyes not fail with looking upward

2006-09-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

"Our blind faith in means that look to justify the ends"

Alright, i had one of the perfect weekend. What i am upset about is the fact that the holidays went by so bloody fast. That really sucks and yea, 2 weeks till the english exam and 3 weeks till the rest of the papers. Damn, my studies are not even half done. I am so screwed. Anyway, I felt so sick in school. I kept on going to the toilet. School was alright.

Saturday
Punjabi school was boring. Caught Devil wears Prada in Orchard Cini. Many things happened. I love michelle,elaine and simran. My world's complete w them. Yes. Make sure the 3 of us are in the same class next year alright.

Sunday
Played xbox w resh. Hahah, many things also happened. The private room rocked. Omigod i fell in love w her room. I want that wall color! Alrighto. Hahah, i'm so way off.

Had been dreaming about xxxx lately. It always seemed so surreal. He feels so near me. Really it's so weird. I dont know what it really happening but is it gd? Haha, I like those dreams!

if I have no soul to touch
no heart to love
no evil to rise up above
no angels and no ghosts
no real victories to toast
if you believe that this is true
then I must ask
to what end do you proceed

2006-09-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

"the jig is up, the news is out"

"You gotta look before you leap.
Take a good look at your so called friends"

Coolie, i have had a great day shopping w my mommy today. She said this to me "when you pass your exams, i'll buy you everything you want" She said that cause i wanted that guess wallet. It was real nice. I could hear it calling my name and it was waiting to be mine. So yeah, just another month the wallet will be my property. Anyways, I bought a coupla stuff. A top, converse shoes, some other personal stuff. Heh, yeah we bought loadsa things and yea today was a good day. After shopping, we went across to the burlington sq and guess who i saw, Sam cooper. I mean like out of all places he was there w a kid, it must be his sister. Oh well, came back and mommy ordered KFC for me. I'm so lucky man. (not for the KFC but to have a mom like her)

Anyway, i dont wanna mention anything about yesterday. I was super moody and irritated. So it's better to keep is disclosed. Hmmm, studied a lil but slept the most. I lost 2kg! Stressed out. I need to unwind.

This weekend will be fun, esp on sat!I love my friends a lot! Alright i'm off to my homework which is left 1/3 done. Coolie.

Oh don't don't don't get up
I can't see the sunshine
I'll be waiting for you, baby
Cause I'm through
Sit me down
Shut me up
I'll calm down
And I'll get along with you

Bye world.

2006-09-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

I've got a million things going round in my head
and I've never really payed attention to what you said, no
and now i wish that i would have said goodbye
but it's much too late
and all I do is give
and all you do is take

there's a lot of things that were never said
and if we'd have grown up faster
then i would have stood up
but i should have cut you loose a long time ago
but its much too late
and all I do is give
and all you do is take

well there never was a time when you didn't try to love me over
never was there a time when I felt bad for you
whenever you had the chance
the way I see it you tried to screw me over
never was there a time when i wasn't there for you

2006-09-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

"So fear helps me from making mistakes, but I make lot of mistakes"
-steve irwin

Alright today what happened was that we(me/michelle/simran/elaine) were suppose to study at my condo but in the end we started talking about reality. Y'know we had a deep conversation and of cos we talked for straight hours. Somehow, we can click like really click.

Michelle,elaine&simran if you are reading this; i will just like to say that i enjoy deep conversations with you guys. It seems that you guys clear my fears and make me a stronger person. Seriously, i enjoy your company and of cos we can move into the same house and live w one another w loadsa fun cos we're honest w each other and thats good.

On the other hand our study plan backfired and it was really wasted BUT it was worth it. I'm a person who believes in fate so that makes it that horoscopes are my belief and ya, they are true. For some reason, to those who dont believe in fate are the ones making loadsa mistakes. I shall not mention anyone but yea frankly speaking there are this kinda people.

However, I dont really give a shit about them. Anyway, my throat feels so dry that even water would not moist it. But the talking was worth a cost. We need more of these kinda sessions. Just the four of us.

What's life w/o this kinda people?Plain ol' boring shit life.

I need to study soon. Damn so many chapters and yea, time's really running short.
&&lastly I need to get a new phone. Perhaps the sony ericsson cybershot(k800) would do me proud.

Bye world.

2006-09-05T09:52:00.000-07:00

"A fever you cant sweat out"

Hey my proper blog entry.

Alright so whatever i did today was wasted, a wasted morning, afternoon and evening and early night. It was all wasted BUT i'm proud of myself for educating my sisters. So i was suppose to be staying over in my condo but last minute changes. So tomorrow(today) yeh. Gonna have a stayover! And of cos a study session over there. It's so quiet there=full concentration.

Alright Steve Irwin died, he's like an idol which everyone should follow. But one thing is that he has a 3 year old son and yknow it hurts to lose your dad at such a young age, well after all he said he wasnt afraid of death. So yeah all hail the guy!

Its 12.50am and i am wide awake, seriously. Okay momma bought me punjabi suits. To be happy or not? I dont really wear them everyday only to temple and other occasions like weddings and all but aye i shall be happy. I've yet to shop for tops/bottoms footwear(shoes&slippers) Oh i really need a pair of slippers. Seriously.

I've been a math doofus. I've been doing math math math the whole night since yesterday! Woots. There better be improvement in my results. Say no to Repeating. Alright, steve has become my motivation.

Back to the books.
I'm a night owl.

2006-09-05T02:20:00.000-07:00

"Oh cherie amour, pretty lil' one that i adore"

I'm kinda upset about the fact that Steve Irwin died yesterday(4/09/06) thanks to the stingray. He's seriously a true human.

He said this: "I have no fear of losing my life - if I have to save a koala or a crocodile or a kangaroo or a snake, mate, I will save it. " Omigod! I'll miss all his shows. :(

Some more quotes from him [:

"Where I live if someone gives you a hug it's from the heart"

"When I talk to the camera, mate, it's not like I'm talking to the camera, I'm talking to you because I want to whip you around and plunk you right there with me."

"That might have a lot to do with it, but you know, I probably don't show fear, but I suffer from fear like everyone else."

"So fear helps me from making mistakes, but I make lot of mistakes"

"My belief is that what comes across on the television is a capture of my enthusiasm and my passion for wildlife"

"I sincerely believe that there's room for cutting down trees for forestry and grazing, so as we all get to eat. Everyone has to compromise"

"I believe that education is all about being excited about something. Seeing passion and enthusiasm helps push an educational message"

"I'm a proud Australian, a very, very proud Australian"

I wanted to meet him so badly. But now he's gone, my chance is blown.
Okay yeah.

Yesterday was a funny day. I went out w Simran and many funny things happened. Why must the dog be so funny? It made me laugh till tears came rolling down my face. Yea yesterday was a good day. Tomorrow sleepover i think, i'm not really sure. Oh wells, I've been doing math. I've to do my history homework. Ok i'll be going over to my condo in the night i guess.

This is Steve Irwin.

See yah.

2006-09-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

"Everything you say, you say to annoy me"

Sup people. I'm not really at home. I dont know whether i should called my other house home cause i feel so different here. Right anyway the past few days i've been at home and yeah i was down with fever since tuesday. My fever had gone since thursday. Throat infection is still w me. I can actually say that ive been having a sore throat ever since idontknow. Ohk. Whatever man.

Yesterday my mom and I decided to hit town for a walk. Only PS la. Ohk. Didnt really had the mood to shop. Well managed to buy wraping paper and a coupla other stuff from spotlight. SO yeah, next thurday mommy planned another day out. Oh we'll be gettg a new digi camera and of cos i'm gonna get a new phone SOON. It's either the samsung e900 or the sony ericson cybershot phone. I'ma gonna check them out yeah.

Today: Well, i sorta tricked my mom that there was no punjabi school cos it starts at 12.30pm today and no way i'm gonna waste my afternoon there. -.- Well, i'm like damn tired now. I cant go online cos the internet is slow. Lol. ohk. Anything else? I need to get shitloadsa stuff from town. I'm gonna do a full focus shopping. Idk whats that anyway but to me it means that i'm gonna focus on buying clothes and shoes etc.

"!#$%!!!!!!" gets on my nerves these days. You should know who. Sucker. C'mon please learn your english. If you dont know the meaning of the word, dont use it. You bloody squab.

I like to watch two and a half men and my name is earl. You should go and catch it. Hahaha.

Okay bye world.

2006-08-31T08:12:00.000-07:00

"Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore"

I've lost interest in everything i do.
I feel so useless, hopeless and pathetic
Lost in a thoughtless world.

"He held onto me tighter, as if he was afraid to let go, afraid he would lose me if he did. His hand stroked my arm, stroking it so softly and gently that even through the fabric of his jacket and my suit I could feel his soft and gentle touch cleanse away the pain. Slowly and slowly. His head leaned against mine, the little soft strands of his hair tickling my cheeks and forehead. He continued rocking me in his arms, trying to rock away the sobs, the tears, the pain. "Dave, whatever it is you can tell me," he whispered, just as the wind started to whisper again, in that soft and comforting hush, hush, hush..."I'm here for you. I'm here for you."

2006-08-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

"you're a priceless work in the gallery"

Damn, i'm down w fever.
throat infection and
my body's sore.

proper entry coming soon.

Goodbye world

2006-08-27T09:06:00.000-07:00

"show me your spanish dance"

Hi world. Today mai's leaving Singapore. I'll miss her i guess. She's so sweet. I love her. Hahaha. Okay, i've just finished my history project, Like finally. Yeah i'm kinda tired now.

There's school tomorrow, oh how appealing.
Right, i'll blog big tomorrow.
This is a random post.

Seeyou.

2006-08-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

"Sealed with a kiss, I was hurt"

New blog.
New thoughts.
New life.
New hopes.